there were a few awesome things that happened last week that could lead to even more awesome things. i don't want to get my hopes up, i try not to do that in case it doesn't work out. but i can't help but feel the butterflies from excitement of the possibilities.
sometimes i fear i'm not good enough for certain things to happen...that's a big thing to fear. i'm working on getting past that and know that I am worth it. Just the doubt that sometimes settles in that interrupts that confidence. i should have added that to my new year's resolution list.
basically, my phone will be by me all week long. and i will be working my nerves out on the treadmill any chance i get.